confused hopeless romantic

i don't understand why of all the jobs that he tried his luck, none of them liked or accepted him. and even if he's not yet experienced in the field that he's trying to apply (call center by the way), he's still choosy. if the salary is too low, or the system is not good, he won't like it.. *sigh* as if...









anyway, had a dream last night, about someone who's trying to do everything for me.. well, it only shows that until now i'm a hopeless romantic type of person, still longing for some affections, curious about what it feels to be surprised by the person who loves you so much... i am married, but have never experienced these things...