dog-tired

can't wait for the weekend.. i'm already dog-tired now.. hate to admit it, but i think i'm beginning to be workaholic - hmmm.. or maybe not! because i'm still looking forward to have some rests.. for so me breaks... for more naps.. or sleep rather! but i still can't.. 1 more day to go!!!

a "vampire" dream

i was Über late with my 1st class today (7:00 am), mom just woke me up at 7:20, good thing still early for my next class. (FYI, i just work at home) :) but i made it up to my Korean student (yep, imah teacher to Koreans), i adjusted our time, from 7am, I asked her if we can study at 8am, fortunately, twas okay with her, yey!

i duno why, but maybe because my dream was soooo nice :) haha.. i dreamt that i was a vampire (okay, this is nothing to do with Twilight) :p but not just a vampire - their most special one! the princess (or maybe the queen?) i'm not just so sure, but my "people" were trying to protect me from the other kind of vampire - yep, there were two kinds in my dream, i'm not just sure whether we are the good one or not. anyways, they were fighting and asked me to hide so that our enemy won't see me, but when i can't stand it anymore just watching them fighting without me, i also started attacking the "other" tribe. it really felt good because in there, i was a good fighter! :) i felt like a super human being. :) (yeah, obviously, i enjoyed it a lot) - the funny thing was, i saw ms. ai ai delas alas, (the filipino actress) and i killed her too. (well, in my dream, she's one of the "other" vampires).

the difference bet. us (vampires) was that our kind has pupils that are bigger than a normal person has, and it's really dark (really really black), and the other kinds' eyes are like a cat's.






and then.. poof! i heard my mom saying HEY!!!! DON'T YOU HAVE A CLASS!!!!????

confused hopeless romantic

i don't understand why of all the jobs that he tried his luck, none of them liked or accepted him. and even if he's not yet experienced in the field that he's trying to apply (call center by the way), he's still choosy. if the salary is too low, or the system is not good, he won't like it.. *sigh* as if...









anyway, had a dream last night, about someone who's trying to do everything for me.. well, it only shows that until now i'm a hopeless romantic type of person, still longing for some affections, curious about what it feels to be surprised by the person who loves you so much... i am married, but have never experienced these things...

Philippine Stock Market?

Nakita ko lang to kanina habang nag"googoogle" ako, pano ba naman, yung isang estudyante kong Koreana puro stock ang sinasabi sakin. di ko pa 'to masyadong nababasa pero baka sakaling makatulong sa hinaharap..

http://www.geocities.com/cianoy/

ang buhay ay parang party

habang nasa tapat ako ng mahiwaga kong computer (oo, mahiwaga siya. kasi... wala lang, gusto ko lang!) naririnig kong tumutugtog mula sa kapitbahay namin ang Total Eclipse of my/the heart. (di kasi ako sigurado kung my o the kaya dalawa nalang para safe). naalala ko tuloy yung mga panahong nasa antipolo pa kami, bata pa ko, siguro mga anim o pitong taong gulang. lagi ko naririnig ang kantang to mula sa radyo namin dahil nagpapatugtog ang nanay ko lagi habang naglilinis siya ng bahay. nakakamis. nakakamis yung panahong bata ka palang, wala ka pang problema sa mundo, problema mo lang kapag gutom ka o pinagalitan ka ng magulang mo o di kaya kapag hindi mo naabutan ang paboritong mong cartoons o kaya batibot. nalulungkot din ako nun kapag di ko naaabutan ang teenage mutant ninja turtles, ang ultra man, mask rider black, mask man at bioman. di katulad ngayon na halos lahat na lang ata ng bagay problema ko, problema ko kung pano ako magsusulat (dahil gusto kong magsulat), pamasahe para sa pagpasok pasok sa opisina, pamasahe ng asawa ko, (oo, pati yun problema ko dahil sa akin siya humihingi kahit na yung pang yosi yosi lang niya - minsa nga gusto ko nang dagukan) pambili ng gatas ng anak ko, pambili ng diaper, at lahat na. hay.. ang buhay talaga.. parang party minsan masaya, minsan boring.

nandito ako

kasi.. gusto kong magsulat ng kung anu-ano.. matagal ko na tong binabalak yun nga lang, medyo nahihiya pa ko.. pero naisip ko, ano pa't nakatapos ako ng maskom (mass comm.) kung di ko naman to magagamit, di ba??? di ba?? una akong naakit sa xanga.. pero di ko tinuloy pagkatapos ng ilang buwan, pano lahat na lang dun may bayad na.. ata!? (ewan ko lang ngayon) at nagkaron din ako ng multiply.. masaya dun! pero di ko "feel" maglabas ng mga "hinanakit" ko dun.. :D